People can be so motherfucking consistently disappointing.
Even though at this point I know better than to have any kind of expectations other than what people say, all I ever have to go on are what people say to me.
And they constantly disappoint.
If you think this applies to you? It absolutely does.
Also? If you have to ask me at this point in my life what you can do to help? Money. Money helps. Money always helps. Help me find a place to live. Help me find a better job.
for the very. last. time. I cannot ask for help. It is exhausting asking for help. I am doing so much emotional labor and I am exhausted.