things feel slowed down are slowed down. time there’s time it seems a surfeit of time. time to reflect to think about think about how slowing down the footage helps me to walk through possible timelines. outcomes. collateral damage. consequences.
it still feels alien, but less so. i’m still surprised by it, but less so. i encourage it, welcome it. more so.
all of this slowing down has made ending things easier and falling headlong into others easier still surprising me with the ease of which i have fallen in love with you.