into dust 1035p 21 march 2020

2020, am writing, bipolar, cannabis, depression, ENM, fuck spring, grief, lovers, mental health, mixed state, music heals, my backyard, next chapter, Peekskill, polyamory, self care, suicidality, this widow's life, widowed 1 Minute

i do not know how to explain to
rationalize so completely wanting to overwhelm to
suffuse myself in another so that perhaps
(perhaps)
i could regain my self apart.

Published by thesaltywidow

I became a widow 13 September, 2017 at 5:09pm. This is how I cope, how I have always coped. For better and for worse.

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